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[ Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ]
wow. long time didnt blog le. k. to make things short, had a happening week. fri(20.10.06) was samaniah bday, had celebrations wif her at seoul garden after the ngee ann thingy. totally don understand wad the teacher talking abt. -.- nvm abt that. sat(21.10.06) went chill out wid winson and others to celebrate his bday on the next day. was a cool and nice one. everyone had fun i guess. stayed over at winson hse and next morning went back home for tuition. sunday(22.10.03) le. next i jiu hav rashes and feeling weird. didnt go out wif them the 2nd day and yupp. monday.(23.10.06) school starts le. didnt really do anything and jiu off school le. nth much happen ba i thnk. science tuition and went out to study at nite. stress and cnt help much. feeling bad.. and just cnt seems to get things and sums going rite.. but i hav a good nites. thx again. tuesday.(24.10.06) had work in the morning and found out that ah ewe is quitting and going off to coffee club. he treat ppl very good and now he is leaving. seems sad. cohen drive me home and i RUSH down to plaza to ask ah tan to teach me to do 1 sum. and off i went home and... yupp. blogging now le.
okaii. today is 24.10.06. excatly one mth from 24.09.06. which means that i got 11 mths to go. in this one mth, alot things happen. happy things, sad things, worrying things. all sorts of feelings. and last thing, i am not suppose to think so much. cuz no decisions will be made. everything will be a mystery. wad i need to do now is simple. don think too much and get on wif life. if will move faster. and 11 mths to go, i will wait.. just remember, be confident, trust yourself and believe in urself. (",) and.. thx for all the happiness you gave me. everything will be kept and locked in my mind. =D -memories-
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[ Thursday, October 19, 2006 ]
yea. 18.10.06(wed) school end at 10am! wow. cool! lols. after eating lunch, we all head home after that. went home, take a rest, and went out. somehow, i was inspired by some word by someone that donno me. that person said to another person and i overheard the conversation. bu yao guan dui shou shi shui, zhi yao zhi dao zhi ji shi shui. hmms. suddenly i hav flashbacks on my basketball stuffs. i cnt play well is because i cared too much abt my opponent? or izzit i hav not enough skills? well, after o lv, i gonna train very hard for my bball and play well for it. i don care if i am not in any school team or wad. i don care if i am shorter than my opponent. i will just be myself and play basketball. be confident and do my best. (:
19.10.06(thurs) hmms. science practical exam. woke up at 7.30am++ thx to someone who give me wake up call. if not i wont be up so early to read more on my chem. thx again +) yupp. met yenn to skss and done wif my practical. copper oxide was my answer, but is is copper chloride! oh shit! hais. no choice ba. just hope i wll pass my science. hopefully. and will be going to play basketball alone later on. although i hate to be alone, but i wish to play basketball. so no matter how i hate loneliness, i will play this sport even when really no 1 is playing with me. and lastly.. the haze is making me cough! haze.. pls go away. thx..
-Be confident, trust yourself and believe in yourself.-
*jaekae, you can do it de!*
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[ Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ]
17.10.06 tuesday. sch is boring as usual. nothing much, after that went over to starbucks wid my classmates to chill. me was VERY hungry and tired. got once in their conversations, me fell asleep. hungry till more tired. nvm. than ltr me went back home 1st and nearly fainted. was walking off balance from the bus stop to home. ate maggie straight and slp. woke up at 7 plus, bathe and ready for tuition. was tired after that. and blogging now. (",) yepp. maybe going to slp soon le. eyes closing. sleepy. wahha.. and ya.. good nites. hmms. for this few days.. i finally understand wad is called hard earn money. was wondering why i can spend so much last time when i work at quality hotel. nvm. i will start to spend mony wisely from now on. (:
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okaii. 16.10.06. monday. 1st day of sch. nth much. went home as early as 1 plus pm. zhi yong's anger got over him again le. called him and cool him down, but he seems okaii le. but hope he no need me to call him whenever he got angry over stuffs. zhi yong, jiayou! overcome your anger, dont let it control you!! and yea. talk abt some issues on the fone. to cut things short, he told me alot of things. things which makes me think alot. damm lots. i am thinking too much once again le. or izzit i am thinking too much? my head is spinning. inconfidence? fear? beaten? afraid? i donno. or izzit i am not thinking that cuz so many doubts in me? but inconfidence; wad to be inconfidence in? in my situation now, i sld be confident. confident that 342 days ltr smth good will happen. fear; wad do i fear now? fear that one year ltr smth bad will happen? beaten; i donno. afraid; i am just afraid of losing someone. think at this point of time. afraid of losing someone is certain. did i went deep down again? if it is, it is even deeper le. i think so. this is only the 23rd day and i am like this already. i cnt be like this. so wad am i really thinking at this point of time? i cnt be possiblility sulking everytime. when i am like this, i am creating stress for the other party. so i will stayed happy, smiling as always. the answer is just 342 days away and i cant wait? no. no. no. I WILL WAIT.
*so at this point of time, i just hope you are not feeling stress wif me now, and wish you are always happy. thats wad i wish for.*
- i will be strong de.-
//i am very happy to be wif ya everyday//
^rite now, if i am given 3 wish to be granted straight away, i will wish that all troubles will be gone for you, wish you will stay stress-free everyday, and for you to be happy always^
\lastly, i am not regretting wad i hav done last time, now and perharps future
'thank you for everything'
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[ Monday, October 16, 2006 ]
yo.. 14.10.06(sat) yi xuan birthday. happy birthday to ya. (",) wake up early in the morning, went to yi xuan's bday party. and ate some nice ice kachang before heading to elsewhere. okaii. played some balls and home. yea. a cool day.. thx alot.. w/o you, i may get lost at bedok. =/ and i hav a really nice day out. Xp
15.10.06(sun). morning had a very tiring maths tuition. and rush off to work. lucky my dad drive me to work. if not i late le. thx dad! k. work work work. nth much. eyes closing at anytime. manager today let me off early, but after took the bus, it was somehow the same. but thx anyway. legs aching.. wahah.. and tml got sch le. sch open le wo. donno wad new happenings will we hav in sch. and yupp. tata ppl. nites. :)
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[ Saturday, October 14, 2006 ]
yea. friday. 13.10.06. okaii. morning woke up early to meet my classmates to go to NP. ngee ann poly. big and look old. go there for my orienation for PC Networking module. hope i do well. okaii. finish wif that than on the way to clementi, ably called and borrowed money again. =.= kk.. funds transfer via ATM and went off. took mrt and walk walk walk.. and home at 12am++ yea. cool. and today. i did the very same thing as last month the 13th. omg. so its 1 month le. and okaii. to be honest. donno why, there is always a feeling that bug me for quite some time le. i donno wad was that feeling, i donno y will hav this feeling. it just feels so strange. i may have a fear for this feeling. i noe ppl will say "you sure know wad u are thinking, but its just that you are avioding it.." but just cnt figure out wads that. a strange one i suppose. maybe i am really avoiding it i also donno.. just hope that i can walk out of this soon and stay happy always. and rite now, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. i am very happy with wad i am doing now, wad i am having now. and wad i am loving now. I AM LOVING EVERY MOMENT NOW WITH Y ,M P .. (",)
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[ Thursday, October 12, 2006 ]
okaii okaii. back here le. my body now like not functioning well liao.. =.= touch on that ltr. and yupp. 10.10.06, tuesday, basically i was at home in the day time slping and cnt find the mood to wake up. donno y. think my mind don wan me to wake up also ba. donno.. there was a period of time whr i lie on my bed eyes open but my body just dont wish to move. eventually got up and hav dinner and went to rivervale plaza to study. reach home at 2+ i think. slp.
11.10.06,wednesday. wow. good day. morning met up wif yanni and karin to go to lionel chalet. it is very hard to find the place man. very very hard. than reach le put down bag and aik khim came along. so the 4 of us went to walk walk.. until now than i realise that i hav not seen them for quite some time le. very long liao. everytime they ask me out me didnt go.. sorry man. okaii. next, at 7 pm i jiu leave the chalet le. but didnt go home. went elsewhere. and yar.. until next morning than go work straight. hope i can see sunrise soon. =/ if worse come to worse, next time than i see sunset as a subsitite.. and thx thx alot. w/o you, i will be late for work le. and i will not be late for work again le. =)
12.10.06, thursday. basically work. was 'haa-choo-ing" on my way to work. tina didnt do her job in the midnite shift, rubbish bin so full. and i am working wif maya. jialat. okaii. nvm. i throw. than went to bank in money for the 1st time for the outlet. was nervous that things will go wrong but it went well. i am cool. went back to the outlet and me fell asleep sometimes and maya wake me up.. scared that outlet manager will come. so she don allow me to slp. okaii. than go check foreign currency, update on the cashier.. doing manager's job but i get a server's pay. sad. feeling weak and cold after work and homed. only eat half a bread and thats it. and i didnt drink coffee! yay! okaii.. woke up eat le dinner at 7 plus. and now blogging wif wif small painful stomach and sleepy body. tml i will be going ngee ann to hav my moledule le. good luck to me. and i dont wan to be diff class as other ppl! =S
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[ Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ]
yo. blog on 09.10.06 de things. monday. wenta good one i suppose? lols. okaii. morning went over to meet leong kian, desmond and kaisen to swim. i thought i was late but desmond and kaisen are later than me! lols. okaii. to hougang swimming complex to swim. swim for a lap or 2 and went to play le. 1st was kaisen who got all the slams and next is me! turn the tide! lols. guess only we 4 understand the meaning of turn the tide. a dangerous one. lols. had sunburn on my face and now than realise shoulders got too. arh! lols. okaii. than next went out and i got a free bottle of pepsi. lols. thx thx. and yup. i am home le. very tired today. and i auto fall asleep in the bus when going home. but wad a happy day throughout. XDD good nites ppl.
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[ Sunday, October 08, 2006 ]
yepp. back here to blog again, =P okaii. o6.10.06, mooncake festival. sounds cool. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FU JIE. hope u happy always and dont zhou bao again. lols. okaii. done wif science tuition in the afternoon. rest at home for awhile and went to find zhi yong and others. saw him finally and the others.. yu jie, zhi hao, zong ming, jing yong, peifen(saw me jiu start pinching me le =.=), wan ping, kai ling, may, yanting and etc.. sorry if i missed out some names or wad, cuz i there for a short while jiu went off le. for my next destenation. tampines. went there to find sap. and i noe how to walk from tamp to pasir ris man. lols. actually is not quite far, just that its a lil dark. lols. later on proceed to some place whr i will lost my way if i go alone to. played candles. listen music. see couple on the other end and guess wad they doing. chat chat. see ppl ride bike. see police pass by and.. and.. i got tickled! yuan lai wo shi yi ge hen pa yang de ren. lols. ke shi bu zhi shi wo yi ge ren pa yang er yi.. LOLS. spend a nite there and went home the next morning.. and i see no sunrise! one day i will go see de. lols. was very very happy on that nite, thx thx alot. (",)
o7.10.06(saturday)
fu jie birthday celebration. went to party world. had so much fun and went high. everyboday singing and my singing sux! lols. starting was the song "zi yu" that made all ppl warmed up. next was a few other songs like shape of my heart, larger than life, and hard gay song and quite alot more songs that made all of us jump around the sofa shouting man. lols. okaii. done with singing and watch rob-b-hood for the second time. nice show. lols. took NR6 back home and took pics and my buddies went to mac to chill but me go home 1st.=.= tired and got tuition in the morning and i havant done my homework! yar. went home on comp, read blog and chiong on my maths text. done le around 4 plus am i went to slp..
08.10.06(sunday)
woke up EARLY. lols. had instant coffee and eaten a cute lil pig my mother bought for me. was too hungry but cannot find anything 'kai wei' to eat. turned on my big sis de lappy, play solitate to prevent me from sleeping. 11am. tuition teacher came. as usual, had my maths paper prepared by her. thx alot. although i am tired, but i tried my best to listen to her. cuz she is a good tuition teacher. cnt disappoint her. but today's session went for so long! me sit till yao shuan bei tong. lols. me 2.30pm than off from tuition. but she bought me fried chicken wings. gees. thx. ate lunch. and dad was saying to me to cut my hair short. the small matter. but he ask me to quit working again! was tired with all these. i noe my limits. i wan to work is not b'cuz i love money. i have the passion for my job and i commit to this job le. i wont quit just like that. next is i dont wan to spend their hard earn money anyhow. i noe i can spend money very fast and i dont wish to spend their money anyhow. there are some things that i wish to use my own money to spend on. like my own entertainment, watch movie and spending on my own stuffs . i just dont feel right spending their money on these. i wan to use my money. how i wish they could understand. watched the magicians of love. actually wan to play bball but think from last nite activity, no one is awake enough to play basketball. lols. so i am here blogging and maybe going out at nite for a walk or wad. so.. yea. shall end here le. and i got no money le. omg!! lols. muz save money. cnt anyhow spend. lols.
-recently i found out that i am eating alot. omg. beginning to lose my shape. my upper boday muscles is producing more fats. WAHAHA.. jiu ming ar.. lols.
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[ Thursday, October 05, 2006 ]
back again. lols. okaii.. lets talk abt 03.10.06(tues) first. woke up late, watch youtube(the magicians of love). till 2.30. study study till 5 plus went out. pass by 225, played a match and rushed off to my next destanation. and yupp. ltr home and slp.. zZz
04.10.06(wednesday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mother! yea. she has turn 51 le. hope she happy always and don scold me too much. lols. okaii. me went to airport in the afternoon to take my pay, buy my mom's present and chocolates. ^^ than went to do some delivery and back home for my mother celebrations. did not went so well and home and slp..
05.10.06(thursday)
work on morning.. tired~ than at work place finally see ah ewe. long time didnt see him le. =D he's a good guy! and i make my own oreo-cheesecake! i didnt taste it but hope is is good.. lols. yupp. my own version of oreo cheesecake. (",) hope like it. and home for tuition and lester is in my hse now! disturbing me and want to use my comp for his o lv now. so cya ppl soon on my next post! cheers!! (:
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[ Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ]
omg. i hav been missing for so many days. lols. kk. lets quickly hav some recap on wad hav i done on this few days.. 29.09.06(friday). yupp. went to dad's factory. actually wanted to help but i could not stop sneezing! so was forced to see doc by my dad. okaii.. see doc.. than when waiting for my medicine.. there was this little gal.. a toodler.. very active.. cheerful. cute. lols. she started to smile at me than eventually wanted to give me her water bottle. i shake my head. smiling than she keep the bottle and give me the cap instead! than i say no.. than give me the bottle again. hahas. than this go on for quite some time. was having so much fun. lols. than its was time to go le. before she say bye to me, she still give me a goodbye flying kiss. omg. hahas. she's so cute! later on, we proceed to my uncle porridge stall, my sis wanted to go there and yupp. my uncle usually will say i hav grown taller.. but this time he say.. "ah. jingkai. ni zhou me mei zhang gao le?" sad.. =.= hahas. but never mind. next we went to find mom. and home. later on at nite.. study.. than yupp. end of the day. lols.
30.09.06(sat)
wont blog much abt today cuz of.. erm.. ya. (",) morning training wid volts. my stamina really drop.. next went to take passport size photo and later on proceed to do some activies. wont touch on that. but am really having a VERY GREAT TIME. from morning to nite. COOL!! so yupp. thx.. (",) and there goes sunday..
01.10.06(sun)
omg. morning hav tuition.. afternoon work. sians. and look at my working timetable.. maya didnt rmb my request!! was feeling kinda sad and disappointed. but. wad to do? nvm ba.. next, my memory card corrupted.. more sad.. hais. but. yar.. and off i go. heard that the pay cheque is out. muz get it soon..
02.10.06(monday)
hmm. went to gym wid desmond, leong kian and kaisen. 1st i pulled the donno wad thing, and did some pull-up thingy. and no 1 wan pei me ride the bicycle!! =.= lols. next we saw the bottle of donno wad powder.. heard that it will make a person grow big.. and maybe tall. donno. wish i can grow tall.. i wish i wish.. out of gym and had lunch and we went to the swimming pool! i still don really noe how to swim but i will try harder! did some laps and went to the medium pool and play. lots of slamming and hurts. and kaisen cnt see any pretty gals! hahas! lols. having fun ^^. after swimming eat some fries and out of swimming pool. went home and ah tan and zhen jie came. study!! mugg.. mugg.. later tok on fone for awhile and than now i am blogging liao. yepp. so er. maybe going to hav morning run tml. (",) good nites ppl., cnt hav the quote of the day. cuz my mind cnt think now. need to slp liao. too tired. hahas.
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