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[ Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ]
okaii. 16.10.06. monday. 1st day of sch. nth much. went home as early as 1 plus pm. zhi yong's anger got over him again le. called him and cool him down, but he seems okaii le. but hope he no need me to call him whenever he got angry over stuffs. zhi yong, jiayou! overcome your anger, dont let it control you!! and yea. talk abt some issues on the fone. to cut things short, he told me alot of things. things which makes me think alot. damm lots. i am thinking too much once again le. or izzit i am thinking too much? my head is spinning. inconfidence? fear? beaten? afraid? i donno. or izzit i am not thinking that cuz so many doubts in me? but inconfidence; wad to be inconfidence in? in my situation now, i sld be confident. confident that 342 days ltr smth good will happen. fear; wad do i fear now? fear that one year ltr smth bad will happen? beaten; i donno. afraid; i am just afraid of losing someone. think at this point of time. afraid of losing someone is certain. did i went deep down again? if it is, it is even deeper le. i think so. this is only the 23rd day and i am like this already. i cnt be like this. so wad am i really thinking at this point of time? i cnt be possiblility sulking everytime. when i am like this, i am creating stress for the other party. so i will stayed happy, smiling as always. the answer is just 342 days away and i cant wait? no. no. no. I WILL WAIT.
*so at this point of time, i just hope you are not feeling stress wif me now, and wish you are always happy. thats wad i wish for.*
- i will be strong de.-
//i am very happy to be wif ya everyday//
^rite now, if i am given 3 wish to be granted straight away, i will wish that all troubles will be gone for you, wish you will stay stress-free everyday, and for you to be happy always^
\lastly, i am not regretting wad i hav done last time, now and perharps future
'thank you for everything'
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