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[ Monday, November 13, 2006 ]
okaii okaii. finally back to blog le. more than 2 weeks of blogging in DETAILS for all of ya ppl. lols. was actually intending to blog the impt things out, but someone wans to see everything in details. so yupp. as i am an guai xiao hai, i am gonna blog alot of things down here. HAHAS try my best to blog all my memories down. xDD. here we go..
26oct06(thursday)
having science tuition in the nite. as o lvls was near, me getting more stress day by day. arhh.. and think i went to school on that day as well. having some boring lessons i think. lols. yepp. end of this day. and think at this day, fu jie has start a cold war wif me le. hmms. i am really sorry fujie. nvm. i will touch on it later.
27oct06(friday)
no lessons in ite due to the deepavali celebration. good. late morning woke up to go to ngee ann. was rather a boring day cuz i don understand everything at all! and if i didnt rmb wrongly, we went to watch D.O.A. not a bad movie. lots of actions. and went home. slp.. tiring day.. anyday that hav event from morning till nite i will be very tired at the end of everything. donno why. lols.
28oct06(saturday)
alright. was actually wanting to go to voltz. but i need to study o lv. so did not go there. so sorry man. voltz, i will try to make it de! sorry i cnt go over everytime but voltz, you are one of the best team i ever had other than faitality! these 2 teams is the teams i will not ever forget in my life! okaii. next went out at nite and hav some lil thoughts in my mind. i like to think alot. donno why. maybe because i am a pessimistic person i guess. and i have a flashback on a day which i felt useless. i donno wad to day but, it just feel so familiar. maybe i am thinking too much but, yar. okaii. end.
29oct06(sunday)
as usual, maths tuition in the morning. and having a basketball session wif my skps peeps. i actually didnt want to go. but, aik kim say " hope u can come". omg. was somehow influence by his "gay" words. so i went down and play. next i am just playing till i am so tired. loss my skills of handling basketball. very sad abt that. think until now no one can understand how i feel when i lost touch on bball. its something very sad. real sad. but will try my best again to regain my handling skills and make myself a better player.
30oct06(monday)
today was nth i guess. just had school as usual and went home. nth much to talk abt. and as usual, try my best not to think so much. so yupp. guess i just slp and revise o lv on this day..
31oct06(tuesday)
oh! visit to mr mashesh house! had dinner there, took pics and nice indian food prepared by mr mahesh, thx alot. lols. and next went over to aik kim house to take a look ah tan see how is he doing le. he seems troubled this few days. or i sld say after that day. we are all worried for him. yar. and today think too much again le ba. mind going burst soon. lols.
01nov06(wednesday)
okaii. morning school. later on went home. hmms. and my mind was going haywire. and was not in the right state of my mind. hurt my right hand. pain. cried. not once, but twice on that day. you ppl will think that i am gay or wad. but ijust cannot control my emotions on that day. donno why. went to changi airport to study and find ah ewe at the same time. my last time seeing him at il caffe di roma. he is going to quit and went off le. ah ewe.. he is that 1 guy in il caffe di roma that i trust so much. from the day he transfered to airport branch, til now, i have learnt alot of lessons in life. he told me alot of things, his experiences. give me alot advise in life. althought is he 9 years older than me, but he seems like an elder bro to me. but after he quit. i may not have a chance to see him again. can is can. but muz wait till his off day. and time is very tight for him. and i sincerely hope all the best for ah ewe and all the best in his future. (",)
02nov06(thursday)
wow. last tuition for science le. was stress cuz i didnt noe alot of things man. but nvm la. still managed to pulled through. later on pack my bag for my ITE camp. wow. people might think i am crazy. next monday is my maths o lv and i am going to camp? hmms. think i am crazy ba and think i wish to hav a cca in school i guess.. packpack and slp..
03nov06(friday)
okaii. 1st day of camp. wow. synergy was taking. lucky not camp high achievers. er. cuz i hav been a instructor at this company b4. now. this is not some simple camp. but a leadership camp. a real leadership camp. yupp. so 1st day, we grp ourself up. i was in grp 5. was quite off at 1st but as time passes, my grp is cool! lols. went to sembawang camp to settle ourself and off we went over to a place to have treetop walk. cool. was very high up there.. scary but managed to go pass it. lols. went back to camp. learned mass dance. omg. its been so long since i danced. but still yupp. lols. next we plan our grp name, hav our cheers. the cheers was lead by me. lols. smth i learnt in camp HA. be auto and shameless. lols. next slp soundly i guess..
04nov06(saturday)
day2 of camp. had morning PT and went out to little india to hav amazing race. okaii ppl. to be honest. until now i still cnt believe i spend a whole morning walking in little india! people who noe me well sld noe why i don even dare to step inside little india. but.. wad sld i say? i overcome my feaR? lols. was making teh-tarek and eat at a indian resturant. big place wif many many food. but too bad i didnt eat much. went back to camp. preparing for campfire. was much for preparing but in the end we didnt hav a chance to perform. saded. but its alright. as long as we have don our part its alright le. and its ker xing bday as well. sing happy birthday song as a grp for her and went for dinner. camp fire! wow. was a very nice one and mass dance. the best part. we just went high and dance wif the lights off! wow. so much for being normal, but me went a lil crazy as well. omg. hahas. next took alot pics wif my grp and some huggings and best wishes and call it a day.
05nov06(sunday)
day3. last day of camp. dragonboat. hmms. that 1 was a lil nth much and the best is viking i think. and... i was daring enough to stand infront of the boat and shout cheers. but my boat hav no much moral so i was like an idiot there do some monotone shoutings. yupp. have no choice. lols. end and took pics again. hav debrief. and.. END OF CAMP. okaii. went to mac and eat and homed. finally.
*other thoughts on this camp*
okaii. as it was sembawang camp, and as some of the ppl noe, i went to this campsite and have a disapline camp there. omg. was hard to live. inmagine 1st day half naked run ard the field raining somemore. do rolling in the mud half naked again. and i dont have a name there even. everyone muz call themself by number. me was no. 17. i learnt alot of things there and was finally out from camp successfully. y i say that? cuz at the start of camp, everyone have a number tag. if at the 3rd day the tag was cut off by the chief instructor, meaning that u hav passes the camp successfully. everyone at the last day was thinking. who is the unlucky one. as the instructor walk pass the person and cut the tag, u will be afraid wad if u cnt get ur tag cut? finally my turn. the insructor said to me. "you are okaii. but u are just playful at times. " and i passed the camp like that! good. so. when i step into the camp that time. alot of thoughts run into my mind. see 1 place, think 1 thing that u do on sec 3. omg. yupp.
06nov06(monday)
finally o lv came. maths paper one. wad quite okaii with that and anqi yenn and winson came to my hse study other subs as well. sent yenn to skss again for paper and eat lunch all these and yupp. went back to my hse again and bring yenn to rivervale mall to eat. and yupp. home.
07nov06(tuesday)
had my science paper and after that still got some time to go school. anqi ask me go school and so i went. lols. had cpg and home. nth much ma i think. cuz yar. at some pt of time or so. my thoughts just can go to very high end and explode.
08nov06(wednesday)
stomach pain. whaha. hav 3 papers somemore. so after all the papersi went home and yar. didnt go find anqi and winson to changi airport. so sorry. cuz stomach really pain man. so went home and slp.
09nov06(thursday)
went to sch to study wif a painful stomach. arh.. hav cpg again and later on anqi pei me go see doc and hav some funny encounters. lols. doc didnt say much and off i went. meet des at cp to lend him money and i went home. jiu.. slp le ba.
10nov06(friday)
oh yar.. maths paper 2. scary. but in the end was quite confident. in the morning, was actually planning a susprise. but. my dad ate away my susprise unknowingly. my fault. me to blame. so sorry man.. so early ask u out and in the end nth to show u. hais.. really so sorry. next went to J8 and eat and talk and talk. jiu.. homed le ba i guess. wad am i thinking. hais. hu si luan xiang.
11nov06(saturday)
had BL meeting. was so tired and next went to marina to fix mp3 wif anqi and winson. yenn came over as well. after that walk walk le jiu settle at mos burger to eat dinner and went downtown to find my old neighbour. his 21st bday. was rather strange. and special thx to anqi. she pei me there and yupp. thx alot. u so tired le still pei me go. really thx u alot..
12nov06(sunday)
okaii. had CIP for clean and green week. was so tired after that. carrying newpaper and stuffs. lols. okaii. next i go fins zhiyong and his bro and xinhao came along. wanted to go punggol end but we settle at punggol mrt instead. cuz going to rain liao. pei xin hao tok on his probs. hmms. he really need to slove his prob. its been dragging for so long le and we think that he needs to do smth abt it. judgement day, 16nov.. next went to vivo wif my dad. wow.so long didnt shop wif him le. intro espresso and it was nice. lols. and nearly got him to buy a shirt for me. but, we are poor family, so didnt really force him to buy. just went off. and oh ya. saw anqi there as well. lols. go there say hi and off we went home. was telling my dad alot of stuffs. and i think he somehow noes wad am i doing recently. i think...
13nov06(monday)
yar. went to school as usual. so nice, slp in the afternoon and basketball in the nite wif my skps peeps. hmms, me and li hui was talking abt leaders. and we found out that we are 2 diff leaders. lols. but we have all heard of as a leader we sometimes need to be unpopular in order to make things function and upgoing. although teamates don like it, but for everyone's sake, we need to do some ugly decisions. hahas. enough of that. went home and here i am blogging. everything in details. lols. cool eh. hahas. and yupp.
-some comments-
okaii. at this period of time. i hav neglect my family, my faitality peeps, and miss out alot of stuffs. so sorry abt that. to faitality, so sorry i havant been finding ur lately. and tell ur smth gay, all of ur, i miss your!! i noe its gay, but. yar. last time we see each other almost everyday for years and this yr was like. we are so bz wif so much things individualy. so cnt meet up so often. i miss the times went we were young man. ah tah. although u still don wan tell us wad happen to u, but always rmb we are there for u.i still want to say alot of things to so many ppl. but here no space liao.. and i hav been blasting my ears wif music recetly and make myself slp at times. my mood can change from good to bad, from bad to good in seconds. i noe it myself. i noe its just me that think so much unnesseray things. but the thoughts just ran up to my mind. i don want myself to be pessimitic, so sometimes i just need to close my eyes,listen to songs so loud. i do this cuz i can listen to nth else but the songs and slp to see nth else but black images. i do this cuz i dont want myself to think so much. i wil try my best to become a better guy that don think so much. and as for now, to someone i love so much, thx alot for your everything.. iloveya. (",)
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